Stranger in Paradise
Travel Stories: Christopher Vourlias searches for a place to call home in Stone Town, Zanzibar
For a few hours I tried to put my disappointment behind me, to make what I could of the place I was so eager to call home. Foreigners, so easily seduced by the island’s outward charms, had long grown disenchanted with life in Zanzibar. In the 19th century, the British consul Christopher Rigby, just months after rhapsodizing about a place that was “the very perfection of rich tropical scenery,” scribbled words like “muggy,” “unwholesome” and “detestable” in his journal. The explorer Burton, mindful of the island’s pestilential climate and murderous intrigues, wrote that “every merchant hopes and expects to leave Zanzibar forever.” Livingstone passed this simple judgment: “No one can truly enjoy good health here.”
But what was “good health,” really? What was I after? In the haste to settle in after countless months on the road, to find a place where I could restore my emotional equilibrium, could stop worrying about getting on the right bus, finding the right room, keeping an eye on the guy who’s keeping an eye on my bags at the train station—in all my eagerness to take a break from the rigors of traveling, I hadn’t asked myself if I could really be happy here.
I was still half a dozen time zones away from the only place I’d ever known in my heart as home: the brick bungalows and johnny pumps, the streets lined with ailanthus trees, the pug-nosed butchers pushing buckets of soapy water across the pavement with their brooms. Home was a father who dozed off in front of ball games on ESPN, it was the familiar smells from the kitchen, the neighbors who knew me since I was a boy. It was a world that had watched me grow. But here, surrounded by a scene of riotous commerce at the market, the ground slick with vegetable carcasses and fish guts and nameless somethings piped from the underbelly of the Third World, I had to wonder if Zanzibar could ever find a place like that in my heart.
Beaten, harried, jostled by spice-sellers, I took panicked flight behind the market. I turned corners, disappeared down blind alleys, found marvelous Swahili doors carved with all the faithful craftsmanship of a Spanish cathedral. Old barefoot men reclined on the stone barazas, moon-eyed, grinning, their faces coarse as peach pits. Women in headscarves fanned themselves in the doorways, henna’d hands fluttering like butterflies. Everywhere I turned I was greeted with smiles, with warm welcomes and salaamas, I was peppered with questions about my family, my home. There were kids shouting and pedaling too-big bicycles with wild abandon. Life, in all its precious delirium, whirled by.
Behind a majestic old mosque I found myself in a courtyard flooded with sunlight. The madrassas were out, the boys in white caftans and the girls in black bui-bui robes scooting across the yard like little chess pieces. Their shouts, their shrill voices, caromed off the walls and shot into the sky like a flight of swallows. And it was at that very moment that I remembered what it was like to fall in love.
Later, at my hotel, the owner introduced me to a friend who was renting an apartment nearby. It was a cavernous one-bedroom with a modern kitchen and a canopy bed and a gaudy living room decked out with gold tulle curtains and silk floral arrangements. It was, in its own scruffy way, absolutely perfect. He named a price: 300 U.S. bucks a month. I asked when I could move in.
The next day I busied myself with the business of making a home of my new home. I bought a woven-palm basket at the market, I filled it with rice and produce, with spices and condiments, with utensils and plastic containers and rolls of toilet paper, with bottles of cooking oil and sacks of sugar. I took pride in arranging and rearranging these things around the house. I plopped down on the living room sofa—my sofa!—and turned on the TV and padded through the kitchen with naked proprietorship. I bought a carton of milk and put it in the fridge and looked at it. It was a marvelous sight.
That night I slept the sleep of a sultan. In the morning the muezzins were calling, the faithful were up early and I could hear them shuffling through the streets. I could hear the fruit-sellers, the women scrubbing last night’s pots, the clanging of a bicycle’s bell, the cries of children, the crows beating their heavy wings and lifting from their nest outside my window. Love can be a simple thing. On the street a boy pushed a wagon full of coconuts, singing softly, his feet scuffing the pavement, the joints of the wagon creaking, the wheels turning over the pebbles and the dust. Sunlight lit the rooftops, the shutters flung open like a lover’s arms, it warmed my hands.
I had a home in Africa and I knew some happiness there. I drank white wine on the balcony and watched the commotion on the street, growing used to the days’ rhythms until they became as familiar as the beating of my own heart. Mothers woke the street with the throaty calls of their domestic tyranny. Solemn men came home at dusk, heavy-shouldered after the day’s labors. In the dwindling daylight, little girls in frayed dresses scampered through the rubble of abandoned houses. They picked the hibiscus flowers growing through the rocks, bending the branches until the blossoms kissed their faces.![]()
Jenny 06.16.09 | 4:12 PM ET
Reading your article completely transported me back to Zanzibar. Perfect descriptions. But I tacked on Zanzibar at the end of trip to Northern Tanzania and it felt a lot less desperate than the places I visited in Tanzania. Both places, though, rough as they are - amazing and marvelous. Thanks for the great article - I could almost smell Stone Town.
Sheila Scarborough 06.17.09 | 1:00 PM ET
I love this! Thanks so much for writing it, and for acknowledging the frustrations of travel along with the wonders.
patrick 06.18.09 | 3:03 PM ET
What a cliche! a foreigner lost in another land looking for an apartment! (and of course telling us about all the dumps he visited!)
but not surprising coming from World Hum!!!
and what about the zinger lines like this:
‘...turning the faucets and watching me watch the water that came gushing out. It was almost too good to be true.’
wow! they have running water in africa? imagine that!
Why on earth would you use the word ‘paradise’ in the title? shame on the editors at world hum!
its not just bad travel writing, its also lazy journalism! might be time to stop driving a desk and actually leave the world hum office and hit the road again to remind these im sure talented editors that this kind of story is just a waste of web space!
we need more travel writing that is a little less paint by numbers, and much more about the quirks of the road. not just run of the mill ‘stories’ that are little more than emails sent home.
Christina Rebuffet-Broadus 06.19.09 | 6:58 AM ET
Loved the descriptions and the colorful verbs. Although I have never set foot in Africa and would probably have a hard time pinpointing Zanzibar on a map (shame on me!), I felt like I was there with you, feeling the warmth and the fatigue, seeing the children running about and the women in the doorways.
Thanks for the mini-trip to a country that I would never have thought of visiting.
Jo 06.19.09 | 1:02 PM ET
Christopher - You write beautifully, the perfect kind of writer to also be a traveler - not a tourist - a traveler. Most of us will never see the place you describe, however you have helped us to feel it.
This brings back 30 yr. old memories of discovering a place that caused me to run back home, pack up and move there for 2 years. I’ve meant to write about it for 3 decades, including my regret at not staying forever, but, alas, life gets in the way. Keep up the good work, and many, many thanks.
Jo Ann in Texas (.(JavaScript must be enabled to view this email address))
Migration Mark 07.01.09 | 5:47 AM ET
Awesome article. Reminds me completely of the last time I was in Stone Town as well and observed almost the exact same situations.
Have a great stay in Zanzibar!